| A FRIEND |
by
Regina
Ong
|
This ' very short ' story is based on characters and situations created and owned by Lucasfilm, Ltd and Timothy Zahn.No money is being made and no infringement is intended. All characters portrayed and official dialogue are the property of Lucasfilm,Ltd and Timothy Zahn.
Author's note:This
is, in a sense, a vision of a missing moment between chapter 4 and
6 of ' Champions of
the Force' by the infamous KJA. I know, I know, but I could not help feeling
that it seemed odd
that Mara did not pay Luke a visit when he was ill.I haven't read 'I'Jedi
'
yet due to financial
and 'lack-of-time' problems, so I might be wrong in that regard.However,
regardless of spoilers,etc,etc,etc...I
hope that you would enjoy this story which came as
an inspiration to
me during a sad occassion.Out of respect for all Mara Jade's fans out
there ( myself included
) I hope that I did not tarnish her personality too much! I'll be
kesseled if I did!
Leia Organa Solo stared at the brilliant stars in the night sky above her,realizing
that they represented life, beings,people....people
that she was responsible to. And one
of them happened to be her son,
Anakin. She sighed inwardly, as she often did these
past few days. It was bad enough
that her son was hidden from her,but the thought that
had been dreading her ever since
she had set foot on Yavin , was whether or not her
brother, Luke, would survive this
latest assault. Her eyes brimmed with tears at the
mere thought of her beloved brother,
and even a few tears managed to escape freely.
Wiping furiously at her eyes, Leia tried not to think about all the happy
moments
that she had shared with Luke.Together
with Han, they had some of the most memorable
and enjoyable moments in her life.Smiling
inwardly, she remembered the first time...or
was it the second?.... time that
she had seen Luke as he burst through her cell door in
an untrooperly manner and announced
enthusiastically "I'm Luke Skywalker, I'm here
to rescue you!".She allowed herself
another smile,although it was tinged with sadness,
as she recalled the unforgettable
night when Luke had revealed to her, a bit hesitantly,
their family ties and her true
parentage. She had felt so horrible that night, fearing that
she might never see him again....
yet, she had Han to comfort her back then.
Han.
She gazed at the stars again,feeling her heart ache at the loneliness she
felt
without her husband's comforting
arms around her.Han was among those stars now,
going on a mad rush to find
Kyp, somehow feeling responsible even though it hadn't
been anyone's' fault. She
knew Han though, he wasn't the type that sit around doing
nothing while there was
a potential threat out there that he might be able to stop.
Besides, Han could not bear
to see his brother-in-law lying in state. He and Luke were
closer than brothers, both
willing to risk their life to save the other, and Han felt helpless
when he couldn't do just
that.
Just like she was feeling right now...helpless, as she wait for a hope
that might
never come true.
'Stop it!'she scolded herself.'Luke will get through this. He survived
the emperor,
C'Baoth and countless others who had tried to kill him. He will get through
this.
He has to" she told herself firmly.
Wasn't it after all that he had come back safe and sound after the battle
against
the emperor? Peace in his
eye as he came to hug her, washing away all her fears and
doubt at that moment. Relishing
the feeling of being alive, of being together with a family
that he had never known
existed, and most of all....the feeling of knowing that he had
been right about his father.
A tap on her shoulder interrupted her reverie. Turning slightly, she noticed
that
it was Tionne, one of Luke's
students. One of the many who feared that they would soon
be without a master.
"Yes, Tionne.What is it?"
Tionne hesitated, as she had sensed the swirl of emotions within the former
princess, and did not want
to disturb her over such a trivial matter. But she knew her
master's sister would not
like to be kept in the dark about anything that would be relevant
to her.
"An unidentified ship has landed, and the pilot has requested to see you,
and
only you. He said
it was important..."
"Thank you, Tionne.I'll meet him." Leia walked away, feeling a bit apprehensive
.
She hoped it has nothing
to do with Anakin.
She approached the lone ship, noticing that some of the students were standing
behind her, their feelings a mixture of curiosity and caution.
The ramp lowered down and a lone figure walked down from it, a hood draped
over to hide its features.
Leia frowned,reaching out with the force as she did so, trying to
sense the figure's
intention. She was surprised when her probe was resisted by a very
strong barrier, a
barrier which she knew only one could control so well....
"Mara Jade, " she breathed silently, when the figure was in full sight,
the brilliant
red-gold hair hidden by the cowl.
"You expecting someone else, princess?" the other woman said, amusement
in her tone.
"Well, I was expecting,,,"
"Voice-changer device, " Mara explained. "Had it a for a while now. Pretty
good
thing to have to confuse
an enemy,"she added wryly.
Leia narrowed her eyes slightly. " We are not your enemies, Mara. "
Mara waved the remark aside.
"Of course not. I just didn't want those Jedi wannabes behind
you knowing that I'm here,"
she gestured behind Leia.
Leia noticed that, although Mara was in plain sight to her, she was still
hidden
from the others. And they
were too polite to eavesdrop on their conversation.
"Look, Leia.I'd rather not stir up any unwanted emotions in the others.
I've never
really been welcomed
by them," Mara said a bit hesitantly.
The former princess nodded, and turned to address the students.
" It's all right. The news
is for me, I'll prefer to hear them alone, "she stressed on thelast
word.
The students bowed to her, although they did not agree with her decision,
and
filed silently away.
"I've no idea how you can stand them, " Mara commented after the last student
had left.
Leia ignored the comment and asked the question which had been lurking
in
the back of her mind,
although she probably knew the answer.
"Why have you come, Mara?"
"What do you think?" Mara said quietly, and it seemed to Leia that there
was a
sudden softness around those hard-edged eyes.
Leia nodded in understanding, although a little surprised by the answer.
She
gestured to her side, and the two women began walking silently to the
temple, each in her own thoughts.
"How is he?" Mara asked simply.
Leia sighed."No change whatsoever, since they found him on the rooftop.
Physically, he's fine, but...it's as if his soul has been robbed away,
and there is...."
"..a huge void where his presence should be, " Mara finished for her. Noticing
the
other's questioning stare, she explained.
" I've heard about it, from the emperor's files concerning the extermination
of
the Jedis. Apparently,
the emperor could summon up evil beings from the depths of the
dark side, to
help him attack an opponent, especially the Jedis.These beings, or whatever
they are, are
command to drive away the spirit from the body, thus leaving the body
vulnerable."
Leia shuddered at the thought."Yet you serve him, even after knowing what
he had done,"
she pointed out.
Mara threw her a patient look" I was young then. However, such power could
only be commanded
by a very powerful force-user, as it would tend to sap the strength
of the user,
both mentally and physically."
They had reach the turbolift and entered it, keying it to the level where
the main
hall was located.
Leia glanced constantly at the woman by her side, wondering at how
she continued
to surprise her. She knew Mara would not simply drop everything to visit
a
friend, that
is, if Luke was still considered as a friend. As if reading her thoughts,
Mara
looked at her,
smirking as she did so.
"No, Leia.I did not 'drop' everything to come here. I was scheduled to
monitor
some supplies
being flown to a planet in this system, so I thought I might drop by."
She
continued in
a softer tone"Actually, I've been meaning to do so since I got the news.
"
Leia started to reply, but the turbolift door had opened, revealing the
main
hall where the Alliance
had celebrated their first victory. And at the far end of the hall,
oblivious to the silence
around him, Luke Skywalker lay as if in deep sleep, waiting for a
chance to be awakened.
Leia felt a quiet ache in her heart whenever she saw this deathly
image, thus she almost
missed feeling a sudden burst of emotion from the fiery woman
next to her.She glanced
sharply at Mara, but the woman's face did not betray anything,
although it was noticeably
paler. The two women approached the daiswhere Luke lay, a
silent prone figure
unaware of the feelings he was conjuring up from the both of them.
R2-D2, who had constantly been by his master's side, greeted them with
a
warbled beep when
it recognized Leia.Mara pulled back her hood, revealing her brilliant
red-gold hair, as
she regarded the little droid amusingly.
"Hey Artoo, did you miss me?"
The little droid snorted in reply, but beeped an affirmative, then swiveled
his
dome towards his master.
Mara approached the prone figure hesitantly, then gently took
hold of his hand and
gave it a comforting squeeze.
*What about you, Skywalker? Did you miss me too? * she sent silently, even
though she knew he
could not hear her.
*Probably not, what with you being so busy with all your students..and
look
what happen. * she
thought grimly.
It was a bit unnerving that he did not reply back as he usually did, and
it gave
her no comfort in
thinking how much she wanted him to retort back.
Leia appeared by her side, smoothing out his robes "I tried to reach him
too,
but to no avail. What
about you?"
Mara reached out with the force, feeling for Luke's presence, but as she
had
expected, only a silent
void greeted her where his presence should be. But there was
something else, she
could feel it. Guided by the Force, she sensed a small presence
of the Jedi Master,
hidden deep within somewhere, but the effort began to tire her.
*Blast it! Guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was*
"Are you alright?" Leia asked worriedly, for she had noticed that Mara
was
leaning rather heavily
on to the dais.
"I'm fine," she lied.
"Are you sure, you look rather pale..."
"I said I'm fine, Leia, " she snapped.
Leia back away from this outburst, which prompted Mara to apologized.
"I'm sorry. Using the force too much tend to sap my strength greatly," she explained.
Leia placed a hand gently on her shoulder, in understanding. Mara shrugged
away the gesture as
gently as she could, then turn to stare at the prone figure.
"Although my control of the Force isn't that great, I'm still better off
then he is
right now." She shook
her head. "Your first mistake, Skywalker, is trusting people too
easily, especially
a young, uncontrolled boy like Kyp Durron.Your second mistake, was
proclaiming yourself
a master even though you knew you weren't ready yet."
"Mara, " Leia admonished, aghast that Mara would think that of her brother
"There was no other Jedi
Master to promote him to that level, and you do know that was
what Obi-Wan had wanted
him to do, to rebuild the new order of the Jedi Knights."
"No, Leia.That's not what I really meant. I knew he had no choice in the
matter,
just like the rest
of us when faced with a great responsibility. He knew what had to be
done, even if he wasn't
ready for it yet. He understood his responsibility, his destiny to
produce a new legion
of knights. If he didn't take up that responsibility, I'll bet that ol'
Obi-Wan would probably
be haunting him forever to do it, " she said jokingly.
Leia smiled, but what astounded her was how Mara seemed to understand
Luke well, perhaps
even better than she did.
"But like I said," Mara continued, "he always run headlong into things,
like taking
on so many force-adepts
as his apprentice. Even the emperor thought two servants was
a bit too much."
Leia nodded in understanding, for she too had not totally agreed with Luke's
idea of teaching so
many students at the same time. However, she frowned when she
understood the full meaning
of Mara's remark.
"I thought the emperor had a few apprentice, " she pointed out.
Mara nodded absently,
not really hearing her comments, as her hand reached up to brush
back a few stray hairs
from Luke's eyes.
"So, how are things back in the Smugglers' Alliance?"Leia asked.
The other woman shrugged. "The usual. Why?"
"I mean, how are things with Lando?"
Abruptly, she withdrew her hand and her brilliant green eyes flashed almost
perceptibly as she
regarded the princess coolly. " There is nothing between me and
Lando. Period. " Her
tone indicated that she did not want to discuss the matter.
Leia probe further anyway. The former princess held the other's stare evenly.
"But I thought you were rather impressed with him after he gave the falcon
back
to Han. Han
told me so. "
Mara shook her head. "Solo obviously got his circuitís crosswired."
She gazed at
Leia, smirking.
"I was impressed, impressed by the means he would do just to charm a
woman who would
like nothing better then to to sent him straight into the sun's core.
But no, I'm
not in the least impressed with him. A little respect, yes. Impressed,
no.
Besides, Solo
was a fool to bet the falcon in the first place. "
Leia's eye narrowed slightly at the other woman's perception of her husband.
"That's
my husband you're talking about. And it was just a game between two
old friends.
"
Mara shrugged, saying nothing, not noticing that her hand had reached out
to hold
Luke's limp hand. Leia, who had been too preoccupied with her thoughts,
had
only begun
to notice the strange behaviour. Mara, perhaps sensing the sudden change
in the
princess's mood, withdrew her hand from the grasp, quickly but gently placing
the hand
back to cover the other. Leia reached out with the force again to probe
the
other's
mind, but only met up with a barrier she knew she had no way of breaking.
Whatever
the fiery woman before her was feeling right now was only known to her
alone.
Mara's
face became an impassive mask as she glanced at the chronometer.
"It's late. You should rest, princess, " Mara said softly.
Astounded as she was with Mara's understanding of her condition, she could
not
escape the fact
that she had not slept well in the past few days. Leaving her brother's
side, she was
again struck by the sudden softness around the usually hard-edged
emerald eyes
as Mara gave a quick glance to the prone figure near her. Leia shook
her head, not
really caring and too tired to comprehend the enigma Mara always
presented every
time she met her. Together, the two women headed towards the
turbolift, oblivious
to the pale shimmering figure who had listened to the entire
conversation
between the two women.
Luke Skywalker regarded the two retreating figures thoughtfully, his feelings
a
bit jumbled
by what he had witnessed. He had been surprised that Mara had decided
to pay him a
visit, and had even felt a little guilty at Mara's revelation that he had
taken
too many
apprentices at one time. Leia's sadness had also heartened him, and he
knew that he
had too overcome this latest obstacle before it consumed him. But it
was the
fiery woman who had once promised to kill him that had woken him up from
his helplessness.
Mara had been right in the sense that he had often ran headlong into
things, and
if he did survive this latest assault, he knew that he would be more
controlled with
his feelings, although some unexplained emotions seemed to seep
into him
whenever he thought about Mara. He sighed heavily, knowing that he
could
do nothing to save himself or the others by just standing there, contemplating
the mysteries
of the universe and Mara in general. With a grim determination, the
Jedi Master
vowed to unite the Jedi Knights in a formidable line as their predecessors
had to
oppose Exar Kun and bring him to justice.
Outside the great temple, Leia stood with Mara as the other waited for
her ship
to get clearance
for take off.
"I wish you could stay. It would be good to have someone I trust near me, " Leia said.
Mara threw her an amused glance.
"And that someone is me?"
Leia in turn, threw her a patient look."Yes, Mara.You know that since the
C'Baoth
incident, Luke
and I trust you as a friend."
Mara smiled slightly but shook her head."I wish I could, Leia, but I've
got a job
to do. "
The former princess smiled back. "I understand. "
Mara surprised her when she reached out and placed a comforting hand on
her
shoulder.
"Don't worry about Luke, Leia. He always comes out alive from these kind
of
obstacles. Heck,
he even managed to prevent me from killing him. "
The last remark brought another smile to her face, and she wondered again
at
how Mara's feelings
towards Luke really were.
"And don't you worry about Anakin, either. I'll be kesseled if any of those
slimy
hutts who dared
call themselves imperials ever lay a hand on him. If they do, you'll be
sure that I'll
be there to kick some serious imperial butts really hard. " Mara proclaimed.
Leia laughed outright, feeling grateful for Mara's thoughtfulness. She
gazed at
her meaningfully.
"Thank you, for that and for coming here to see Luke. It would mean a lot to him."
Mara rolled her eyes. "Jedi Master or not, he hardly cares what I do lately.
Anyway.."
she continued, ignoring
the ' that's-not-true ' look in the princess's eyes "...enough talk.
Inform me on his condition
if you can. "
And with that, the ex-emperor's Hand strode up her ship, closing the ramp
behind her.
Within minutes, the sleek craft lifted off from the landing bay, heading
towards
the stars that
seemed to blanket the entire planet, comforting it in the sudden wake of
tragedy that
had befallen it.
Leia gazed at the retreating ship, marveling at the side of Mara she had
rarely
seen. Was there
something going on between her and Luke after all? Did Mara consider
Luke more than
just a friend? Too many questions formed in her head, but like Mara
said, she was
too tired to care anyway. She started to walk back to the academy,
noticing that
Tionne was waiting respectfully by the door.
"Who was that?" Tionne asked quietly.
Leia smiled. "A friend, Tionne. A good friend. "
In the silent cockpit of her ship, Mara readjusted her controls and rechecked
her
data.
So far, everything was checking out all right, and she would be able to
reach her
destination
in time. She glanced at the retreating planet that was growing smaller
by
the minute.
"What in Sithspawn was I thinking, visiting Skywalker out of the blue like
that?"
Mara scolded
herself angrily.
In reply, she could almost hear Luke telling her. "Anger is of the dark side, Mara. "
*Blast it, Skywalker! Enough with the lecture!* Mara did not know why she
had
gone to
see him. After all, he was still in a comatose state. If Leia had not been
there,
she would
not have gone anyway. The others would have stare at her, not knowing why
a woman
who had once promised to kill their master had come to visit him.
She laughed bitterly,"They probably thought I had come to finish the job. "
Leia was one who never asked too many unnecessary questions unless
called for.
She would wonder, but she would never ask. Mara was also wondering herself.
She and Skywalker were considered friends, nothing more, and he was someone
who had trusted
her back when nobody did. What was really nagging her was how
much his inactivity
had created all kinds of emotions that she wanted no part of. She
frowned inwardly,
knowing where these kind of emotions lead to.
Taking a deep breath,she pushed aside all the unwanted feelings and
concentrated
at the matter at hand. What really concerned her at the moment was
that she performed
her duty correctly as she always had. Smiling triumphantly, knowing
that she had
her emotions in check, she reached up and pulled back the hyperspace
lever. As the
starlines faded into nothingness however, Mara Jade, for all the control
she was famed
for, could not prevent a single teardrop to slip unnoticed from her eyes.
The end.
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